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the Wife


August 29th, 2016

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I miss you today, worse than usual. Heaven help me, I'm a mess.

July 16th, 2016

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Every picture or mention of Zachary Quintos or Ash Stymest (especially Ash) makes my heart sink.

March 5th, 2016

to Shane (and James)

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The hardest thing about being a roleplayer is losing a character connection because of the writers. I didn't stop writing because we faught, that happened after we stopped writing. Life got in the way. I get it.

I'm not sure if it's just Shane that misses Jack, or if maybe James misses Jenna too. It doesn't matter. Jack will always love Shane, and I'd write with Shane again, even if James still hates Jenna. Just let me know.

October 1st, 2014

Dear Ben,

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I know you're not reading this but I just need to get it off my chest. It hurts so much to realize the truth behind what I'm about to say. I'm giving up. Not on you, but on finding you after so long. I can't keep spending my life wishing you were with me. I can't keep wasting hours sending messages to email addresses I know no longer working. I can't keep crying with your words playing in my mind. So I'm giving up on finding you. It breaks my heart, because I love you so much... But I'm relieved too, because maybe I can focus some of this insane energy on something a bit more productive. Until we me meet again, in another life perhaps.

I will always think fondly of you.

Yours truly,
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